When HE called me in the evening, the time before he was suppose to finish work, I already felt something amiss.I guess I just tried to forbid myself from thinking further. Just went to meet him as promised.Sat by the waters, no words spoken.Passed me an envelope. I was stunned.I guess it is true already.Slowly, I opened it up. That word was right there, in bold, and staring at me.My heart sank.I know not to be upset or angry. I know not how to comfort him further. I so much want to hold him cloes to me, to assure him that everything would be fine. But, I am not sure of myself whether will everything be really fine.He left to meet his friend. I was supposed to go to the loo just to pee.I was glad that I managed to hold back my tears till I went to the loo. It just started to pour uncontrollably.From then, it was as if I am the one that is jobless now. I walked about aimlessly. Do not know exactly what is occupying my mind. Was hungry but could not eat.Spent the past two days in space. Slept my days away, so that I do not have to think of anything. Running away from reality you would say.I hope what you saw and said yesterday will remain in you forever. Seeing me gives you the motivation and hope to find a new job now. Seeing me makes you not want to give up on yourself.I will be here, as promised, to go through this phrase with you.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
7:59 PM